Never Give Up!!!: October 2009

Saturday, October 31, 2009

We Love You Mum... : )

...123 ^^

Happy Birthday!!!
We never try to forget 29 October is your birthday...^^
We Love You Forever!!!
Be Happy Always : )

Friday, October 30, 2009

Oreo Cheese Cake

Yesterday my mother's birthday and I almost forgot about it...
Too bad...
But Luckily at last I remember back...
and manage to buy cake to her...
My Mum quite like to eat Oreo...
So I choose to buy this...
Haha...
Then at night, we all go out for a simple dinner...
So Simple but so Happy...
Happy Birthday Mum and Happy Forever

Love You Mum : )

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Two New Badges ^^

18 Badges...

Finally I get two more new badges for this year...
Left 2 more then become 20 badges...
Then I can achieve my goal for 20 badges...
Hoping next year can achieve it...
Jia You...
The two new badges I get this year are First Aid and Expedition...
So Proud of myself...
So SS this...
Haha...
So Happy today until now still cannot sleep...
Bler!!! : )

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Awards & Thanksgiving Day 2009

Cpl TVK and Me acting Cool... >.<
So emo this photo...
Wahahaha... : )

Freestyle of Posting...
So lame...
Hehe...
Antony want to hit me?
Bler!!!

Nice post when the Car just pass by...
Two stupid Sgt Posting...
Brothers Fight...
Awww...
Sgt Ronald and Sgt Alan... : )

Me, S/Sgt Antony and Cpl TVK acting Cute again...
So Cute!!!
But Antony Emo Cute...
=.=

~Yummy~
Eating also act Cute...
Funny!!!
Who the Cutest?
Haha... : )

The Top Secret Agents From BB
Crazy?
Nice Post!!!
Wahahaha...

In the Year 2009, Awards & Thanksgiving Day was held by today which is 24 October 2009. A lot of things or problems occur through out the the event, but at last it still successfully carried up and everyone enjoy the event a lot...This year quite a lot of numbers of parents attending this event. It shows that the parents are giving support to the Boys' Brigade. Thank You to all the parents coming to this event. The foods today also quite nice even the foods come late and everyone is hungry for waiting, but everyone enjoy much for the foods. Now I feel so tired and so happy... Thank You to everyone for supporting the event and make it so successful... Well Done Boys and Girls... Always remember the Motto of BB "Sure & Stedfast" ... God Bless!!! and see you guys next year 2010... :)

想念？ @.@

I Miss You!!!

“you can miss someone that died.
you can miss someone that moved away.
but the worst way to miss someone,
is someone you see everyday.”

So do you miss me? : )

From: Emily Vun

Be Happy Always...

Happy?
You can choose to be Happy and Sad in your Life...
Then why you don't choose to be Happy?
Ask yourself...
What is the purpose for us to stay at this world?
Sometimes, the answer just very simple which is to enjoy life...
So be Happy always...
Of course, we face a lot of problems at our life...
But be open minded...
that is Life...
If you don't see any problems in your life...
Then how you going to know the feeling of Happiness...
So be Happy always...

Smile :)

Thursday, October 22, 2009

The Legend of Three Brothers...

重量级人物。。。

In the year 2004, Me and Antony joined the BB and that time we two still a noob and we both don't know each other...
Then slowly we know each other well and become good friends, brothers and working partners in our life...
And then in the year 2005, TVK also joined the BB and that time he also a noob... Haha...
So we three start to know each other well in BB and become very close friends...
We go through a lot of "WARS" and we never give up and fight until the end because we always support each other...
And outside there still got a lot of "WARS" waiting for us to explore and adventure...
But we always remember that nothing is impossible and always a miracle at there...
This is why,We now still stay at the BB and help up or give support in everything...
At last I want to wish GOOD LUCK to TVK for his SPM...
Always remember, we support you... ^^
God Bless!!! : )

完了。。。

Finally it finish by today with the last paper of chemistry(Paper 1)...
Exam about 2 weeks finally end like that...
So happy and so tired too...
But I going to be busy again with my BB and Prefects Life...
So Sad...
But what to do...
This is life...
Must learn to enjoy life...
Ohyaaaa...
Also want to take the chance here to wish my partner FuiMan, A Happy Birthday...
Haha...
Be Smiling Always...
God Bless!!! : )

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Happy Birthday

Finally one year had past...
Today is your Birthday and I just wanna wish you a Happy Birthday...
Wish you all the Best in everything in your life...
Even maybe you forgot who I am...
But I will still remember today is a special day for you...
HAHA!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

终于一年了。。。
今天是你的生日，我只想祝你生日快乐。。。
希望你天天都开心。。。
虽然可能你已经忘记了我是谁，但是我永远都会记得今天这个日子。。。
哈哈！！！
生日快乐！！！

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Futsal Game

Last Saturday, a futsal game was conducted at the Jesselton point and everyone enjoyed the game very much...It also our first futsal game in our BB program... However, only a few members turn up for the game due to the examination very near already... So Good Luck everyone for the final exam... Haha... God Bless!!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

我的一位女朋友。。。

《黑暗天使之手》

她是谁？
我还记得第一次看到她时，是在开学的第一天，
那时的我就感觉到她很特别。
她特别在哪呢？我也不知道，可能是她的高度吧！
好冷咯！！！咔咔咔。。。

可是有趣的是我知道她很会睡觉的，
尤其是在上课的时候,
因为每次看到她时，她都在睡觉。
好羡慕哦！！！

但是时间久了，发现她也有开朗的一面，
为什么我会这么说呢？就因她的笑容。
她的笑容给人有一种感觉，好像什么烦恼都没有了。
好特别吧！！！
可是她有时也有感性的一面，
那时的她会给人有种可怕的感觉，好像失去家人那样。
好可怕哦！！！

认识她好像也有几个月了，
开始对她有一定的认识，
知道她的为人，
她对友情很认真;对爱情也满认真，
虽然她没谈过恋爱，但是她却有不平凡的见识，
明白人家的心意。
有时，我真想问她为什么那么懂男人的心？
她只会给我一个答案，
就是她有男人的思想，有男人的心。
好特别咯！！！

就因为这样，她知道了我很多的心事，
也开导了我很多，改变了我对女人的想法，
对人也开始有了信心，对这个世界有新的看法，
找回了真正的我，那个很久不见的我。

我真的很开心。。。
很开心她的出现，
很开心可以认识到她，
很开心她有这种单纯又天真的思想，
很开心她在我的身后默默地支持我，
很开心她睡醒后没忘记我，
很开心她会陪我一起哭，
很开心她懂我在想什么；了解我，
很开心她没放弃我，
很开心她改变了我，
很开心她对我所做的一切，

谢谢你一直都在我的身边。。。

我超喜欢你的！！！ : )

我们都没有错，只是不合适。。。

如花的年纪很快就会过去。。。
我想开始新的生活而该结束过去。
其实或许那段过去早已结束。
只是我太固执始终都让它活在心底最深处。
而今天。我是真的不愿再捆绑自己。
我想逝去的早该忘记了。
或许你我之间原来就是个美丽的错误。

不知它给你留下些什么?
对于我来说。它本可以再美丽些,可惜缘尽于此。
如今细细想来。当初的你我相隔得实在太遥远。
彼此太陌生。
说不清究竟是谁的错。或许谁也没有错。
只是我们太年轻。现在分开了。

你对于我仍是个未知数。
我曾想着了解。
可是上帝不给我机会。你也不给。
或许那仅有的一两次机会。我又没有抓住。
眼睁睁地看着它从指间溜走。
你是否也会有着和我一样的遗憾?
我已经无力去推测了。毕竟为时已晚。

我真的好怀念那最开初的时候。
虽然那时一切都显得那么幼稚。
却有着太多美好的回忆。
如今想来。
那好像是很久很久以前的事了。而如今人事已非。
往事不堪回首。
也许今生。都只能在心中默数这一切。
也许你永远都不可能会知晓。

有时候。
我真的好羡慕别人。
不管他们有多少烦恼。
可毕竟拥有一份真爱。
而我始终都只能在心中细数你我那段伤心的过去。

我真想在伤心时。能靠在你的怀中。
听你说你爱我。然后忘掉所有的不快乐。
我好希望能看着你的眼睛。从中读出爱。读出真情。
一辈子都不会失去。
以前我真的不知道。
还要用多长时间才能忘记你。
但现在我可以自豪的告诉你。
我要告诉你。你已经从我的记忆深处弥散了。

我不再需要靠思念你的苦来维持我的生命。
我不再需要靠回忆辛酸的过去来呼吸过活。
我不再需要你。。。

因为已经有人代替你占据了我的心。
我带着你给我的伤口遇见了它，一个名为朋友，
她用她的款款柔情。甜甜蜜语。浓浓思念治好了我。
我心中的伤就快要痊愈了。。。
我不会在珍惜你的一点一滴。
现在她是我的全部。她是我疗伤的特效药。
我自疼痛的苏醒中成长了。。。
我高兴着并快乐着。。。
我痛并快乐着。。。
直到永远。。。

琉璃苣

<<琉璃苣>>

这是我第一听说琉璃苣。
下垂而呈喇叭状的花儿，
让人感觉有点弱不禁风，
但却拥有这么一个花语：勇敢。

琉璃苣有个美丽的传说。
传说，双手捧起一朵琉璃苣，
默念爱人的名字，然后放开，
任它自手落入水中……
琉璃苣若随水波移动，两个人，有缘却无份；
琉璃苣若静静漂浮水中，爱情则天荒地老……

蓝白相间的花，仿佛带着淡淡的愁，
如果，琉璃苣真代表着勇气，
那在感情的世界里，它该是带着伤感的美丽吧！

Monday, October 5, 2009

L6Sc

L6Sc 2009

This is my class photo for the year 2009... 28 people in this class and they all like very smart de... Even got people take 5 subjects for their STPM... So Scary...Haha... Maybe some of them I still don't know well but I will try my best at least to remember their name... Hehe... because I still got 1 year more to know them bah...Ohya in this photo the teacher actually is not our class teacher but only replacement for Mr. Bala since our class teacher ngam ngam that time away to somewhere that he bring a football team to go for competition... Too bad... But nevermind because we still got 1 more chance to take photo with him which mean maybe next year 2010 if he still be our class teacher...Next year is our final year and STPM... Time like went so fast this... and I still like Haiz... Jia You la together... Haha...Bler!!!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

射手座

射手座的女性喜好自由，追求新奇有趣的经验。对她而言，生活是一连串的探索，充满永无休止的可能性。她极欲了解生活的意义以及开阔视野，开展对知识、对人和对未来的探究。她需要变化和理智的刺激，喜欢许多人相处。她不接受传统的爱情观中两性的刻板印象，一心寻找平等对待自己的伴侣。让她感觉无聊或束缚她的男性绝对留不住她，太看重自己或因循守旧的男性也不讨她的喜欢。她的理想对象必须具备聪慧、开放的特点。无法和她谈天说地、包容她的信仰的人，必定无法和她长久相爱。喜欢冒险和刺激活动的男性，才一能给她带来生机，而相互认定。射手座的女性害怕被束缚，她必须在每一次清风拂面之际都肯定自己、能表现真正的自我。如果恋人强加在她身上的期望太多，将会给她带来焦虑，令她的野心全然瘫痪，最后她会竭力挣脱这份感情。射手座女性态度积极、见多识广、富于智慧、多才多艺，既有孩子气的幽默感，又有对荒谬事物的嘲讽能力。她的冒险精神混合了知性与感性的洞察力，无疑是每一个思考型男性的梦中情人。

双子座

双子座的男人相当重视信息的吸收，他喜欢一切新奇的事物，对于探索未知事物的欲望相当强。他偏爱教育、智力方面的东西，动脑筋对他而言是相当刺激的，他乐此不疲。他们非常幽默、风趣，也容易相处，属于知性的男人，但有时善变，容易出尔反尔，不太容易安定。因此适合他们的伴侣应该是一位具有独立思考能力，重视信息吸收，不依赖旁人的女性，最好是还可以和他一起动脑筋。这个星座的男人通常害怕被束缚，一旦他找到心目中理想伴侣之后，他会甘于安定而不再游荡了。可能他依然能和其他异性打成一片、聊天，但这并不是所谓变心出轨。因为他的心中已有一份责任了。

我好Blur... 〉。〈

开始好Blur了，
开始不明白女人在想什么。。。

她们真的好奇怪，
猜不到她们的心在想什么，
也许她们只是想要一个单纯的关心吧了！

我该怎么做呢？
我对自己好像很不认识了，
不知道自己在想什么在做什么，
好Blur哦，是怕还是在逃避？
真的很不明白，是喜欢还是爱？
好烦哦，跟你在一起时是很开心，真的。

你不在时，我是有好么的想你，
可是就是没那个勇气去找你，
怕打捞到你，我真傻。
也许是我不再相信女人了吧！
对女人没有了那种的信心。

但是不找你，不代表我不想你。
因为我选择了默默地为你祷告，
希望你可以开心得过每天的生活，
这就是我给自己最大的安慰了。。。
好累！！！

Friday, October 2, 2009

Where are you?

Where are you? where are you? where are you? I repeated 3 times in my heart but there is no answer from my heart... It just so hurt and so pain... The only thing I can remember is that day you went away from me with a smile... Only that moment I can remember now...Day by Day... Week by Week... Year by Year... There still no news from you... So tired and tired... Everyday just a tired day for me... nothing can make me Happy... Nothing... I pray to GOD and ask, Where are you? But Haiz...

Eat,
Study,
Sleep,
Eat,
Study,
Sleep,
Eat,
Study,
Sleep,

Boring Life...
But still don't know where are you?

如果

如果我的存在只像划过夜空的流星为什么我总梦想永恒
如果我的出现只是一个意外的巧合为什么我渴望被爱

谁能听见我听见我我内心深处的呐喊
谁能告诉我告诉我到哪里去寻找真爱

如果我的存在只像划过夜空的流星为什么我总梦想永恒
如果我的出现只是一个意外的巧合为什么我渴望被爱

谁能听见我听见我我内心深处的呐喊
谁能告诉我告诉我到哪里去寻找真爱请告诉我

如果你的存在只像划过夜空的流星我不会为你苦苦等待
如果你的出现只是一个意外的巧合我不会用性命来换

你可了解我了解我我因思念你心破碎
你可知道我知道我我对你的爱永不变

谁能听见我(可了解我)听见我(了解我)
我内心深处的呐喊(为你心破碎)
谁能告诉我(可知道我)告诉我(知道我)
到哪里去寻找真爱(对你爱不变)

如果我的生命不是一颗短暂的流星...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

迟到的对不起。。。

也许这个对不起来得太迟了,
或许你也忘了。

但我还是要对你说声对不起，
因为我那时真的不知道我的话会让你对我的误会那么深，
非常对不起。

那时，我还以为你只是跟我玩吧了。
跟我开玩笑，可能是在玩也可能是。。。
但是我玩太过火了，说了一些不该说的事。
这让我感到非常内疚，难怪你好像都不理我。
幸好她有告诉我你的事，说你其实满在乎的。

当我知道时也好像太迟了，
也不能做什么了，
只能说一个迟来的对不起。
希望我们以后可以多点了解对方，这样我们才不会再误会了。。。
Hope You Be Happy Always :)

NS Story @.@

Hmmm...Where I need to start to talk?Let see...let start when the first day i enter the camp named Jurga, Banting, Selangor...But before going to camp, of course I will received a letter from government for me to attend what so ever khidmat negara program... when i found out that i be selected or chosen for program...I was so sad and upset why the government choose me(active ppl in BB) and those lazy didnt 'kena pilih' by the government... Luckly, My Bestx3 friend named Antony oso called as brother, He also been choosen for the program too (Same Camp Again) Haha...But he is unluckly that time he got health problem so can be 'pengecualian' so damm good right... And now only left me alone going for the 'stupid' three months trainings... I not scare those trainings and I never scare for that... But you know ka, it just waste our times and government money (see I so good again think for the government)... Now finally reach to the day I need to report to the 'government servant' at the Sukan Kompleks, Likas...We 'berkumpul' there and get free tickets to KL by MAS...before that we all or everyone get free RM10 for 'Salary' waaa....So good ka =.= Now We arrive at the KLIA...it is the most biggest airport i ever seen... 'kasian' never go out of the 'Home'... At the we berkumpul again in a line that go to the Kem Jurga...Meanwhile, I am so boring because of no friend that I know at there even though during KK i met at a old schoolmate named Ling （only that I know) too bad...But he different camp... too bad again...when inside the bus, i felt into sleep because too tired of waiting at Kompleks just now since 1am early morning until now like 9am morning...So I totally sleep until 'sampai' the camp...Waaaaaaaa...we finally there and I never see such so beautiful place (jail) arounded by Pokok Sawit...then the first thing came into my mind is 'oh no cant escape liaw because too hard haha'... then we are ask for fill in form and our begs kena sportcheck T.T...All my medicine kena rampas (scare me bunuh diri meh)... and then the teacher there bring us to our 'Base'( the place where we rest or sleep)... I be placed into Alpha Company(Best Company)... hmmm waiting there doing nothing for other campers report to the Kem Jurga... Haiz...then I go one pondok sit down and rest then I kenal liaw few 'Cina Ban' from Selangor and Sarawak but also Sabah too... We are chatting all about our hometown lifestye... it is quite different actually to them... but last last I also biasa liaw... At that moment, I realise that i will not boring anymore because got so many friends there... Now let talk about how I become Penolong Penghulu(APC)...First, of course the teacher need to choose the best among the best right so the teacher named Cikgu Mazlan ask those ever join any uniform organization come out and introduce to everyone... So I just go out for a try then manatau I kena pilih liaw as Penolong Penghulu (APC) with a nickname called as SEMULA... Maybe the Sabah tone different to them so they feel funny about it but never mind because at least I can bring out something happy to them...Haha...Sabahmaaa.....besides that I get to know a friend named Tze Yung in my Company(Alpha ^^) he just a normal people in my first view but somehow he actually quite special among the others... He dont like to work out with others as he think that once the one do bad thing before then he/she will forever bad boy or girl....Come on how can him see people like that...We as human sure make mistakes de but if you know what you are wrong then change it since everyone are given a chance by GOD.... Last, I found out that he is not a 'easy human' so I decided to help him to become a positif mind human but not a always negatif thinking... Until the end of the NS, He at least change somethng that he dont think too much negatif so hope that he will continue his tough and long journey in his future...All the best to him... Anyway, I alos get to know Best friends as well... Alot of good memory happen at there and I will never try to forget that...Hmmm...Let talk about the morning class(BK, Kenegaraan and so on) start at 9am sharp and attire is Baju Kelas...First it is so damm hot wearing the shirt but lama lama biasa la...haha...During the class alot of type of Songs to put on for us to listen...But until now i still cant get it what is the main purpose of putting those Songs...Haha..Ohya...I still remember a friend of mine always sleep during the class...His named is kueh(teacher always like to call him 'kuih')...Haiz...Too bad...But in the class I get to know alot of things too...For example...What is the true site of us we are...Who am I?...those type of thing...Moral Values also been taught at there... Anyway, we also got those fun activities de, for examples, kayak(since we got a we tasik there at our campsite)... mini sport kompleks...and so on...haha...As a Conclusion, It is a good sweet memories for me forever and ever...Hope to see my Friends back in the future....haha^^

THE END

爱情

什么是爱情？你明白吗？我有时在想这个问题时，我都会很累和头痛。。。你可以帮我找这个答案吗?谢了。。。因为我有了答案，那答案只有你用心想才能得到。。。“我爱你”这句话大家都已经听到闷了是不是？为什么呢？因为我明白了真正的爱，是接受，不是忍受；是支持，不是支配；是慰问，不是质问。真正的爱，要道谢也要道歉；要体贴，也要体谅；要认错，也好改错。真正的爱，不是彼此凝视，而是共同沿着同一方向望去。也许，爱，不是寻找一个完美的人；而是，要学会用完美的眼光，欣赏一个不完美的人。牵了手，就不要，随便说分手。或许，爱就是心甘情愿的付出，甘苦与共的分享。不要等到失去了才知道可贵；不要等到伤害了才来乞求原谅；有些东西失去了永远不会再回来。如果一个人向你表白，无论如何请珍惜他/她对你的爱，即使只能做普通朋友；或许一个人纯真的表白不会再有第二次。因为善良，所以可爱；因为可爱，所以美丽；因为美丽，所以向往；因为向往，所以相爱。不是因为孤独才相爱，而是要让相爱的不感到孤独。是爱，而不是时间，能够治愈所有的创伤。人的一生，总会有大段的平淡，打断不尽如人意的遭遇，是爱，让我们想到美好，仍然有希望。有爱，你就不会感到艰难是一种负担。珍惜现在拥有的，远远比追求还没有的更重要。

谢谢你的爱~ThankYouForYourLove

Thank you for comfotting me when I'm sad
Loving me when I'm mad
Picking me up when I'm down
Thank you for being my friend and being around
Teaching me the meaning of love
Encouraging me when I need a shove
But most of all thank you for
Loving me for who I am.

感谢你在伤心时安慰我，
当我生气时感谢你护着我，
当我沮丧时你拉拔我，
感谢你作为我的朋友并且在我身旁，
告诉我爱的意义是什么，
当我需要动力时你鼓励我，
但我最想感谢你的是，
爱上像我这样的一个人。

MyClass<5Bestari>

I Finally get out from the S M All Saints...Yeahhh...But I will miss the everything that happen in the small and crazy class (5Bestari)... Happy or not happy I will remember until the last day of the world... Actually in the class a lot of good memory...the class is located at a place where the teacher is hard to know any bad things happen at the place...Hehe... and more the fungshui there also very nice la...Just one thing I dislike is the class air-con is so damm suck...even open also cant feel anything... Too bad... But nevermind as I can stand for it...haha...Now everyone is flying everything liaw...some at KL some at UK some at NZ and some at SRK...but me still here at the KK...Hope when you all back KK can find me this lonely Boy...Haha...Wish you all good luck in everthings...All the best!!!